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nut
ade la,aku kene tag kat fb utk jawab 100questions and paste kat Note aku.
one of the questions was-->do u have any regrets in yr life & what would u do to change it, or something like that.

jawapan aku yes.
aku jawab ...my sis was abused by our maid when i was 5,her being 3 & i didn't do anything to stop what was happening.

ada kawan aku yg jawab-what was done's done.
that's right, manusia takleh ubah apa yg dh berlaku

nut sama~
i know i didn't protect u when kak _____ slammed yer head to the wall everytime u refused to have a bath.
all i did was stare and asked kak _____ not to do that to u.
i should have gotten in between the both of u so she couldn't do what she did.

yayang was so small back then.
ikram was a boy,he didn't stick around much,he knew so little.
and i was always there to witness.

i know i did tell u to go and mandi,or else kak_____ would beat u up
i remember complaining this to ikram
i remember how she pretended to be nice and harmless around our parents.
i know we reported this to mom after a while
but that was just it.

when we reminiscent those time ,we first got mad and curious why she did that to u.
we talked about how we'd 'pay her back' now that we've grown so strong.
then we laughed because it was so far away it seems surreal.

our pasts are behind us now.
but i don't know your true memories,i don't know how it affects you
i'm just glad u turned out to be a jovial person,so energetic and such a chatterbox

i can't change the past,but i can do something for the future.so...
i will keep on trying to be a better sis for u

hehehehehehe