cita² dulu n skrg

korang sebelum nak jadi doktor pernah terfikir nak jadi apa?
atau since kecik lagi DOKTOR la impian korang?

ttibe terigt cita-cita masa kecik dulu yg entah apa²
kalau igt balik rasa malu pun ada gak...

ni lah list ambition aku mengikut turutan:

1. posmen___mase darjah 1...hahaha sbb abg posmen tu hensem n baik,so aku nak jadi macam die.tiap² ari aku tunggu die anta surat depan uma.
   
2. lwyer,hakim,wartawan___yg ini aku nga tau sih..rasenye mase ni nak isi kad pelajar jer pun..
   
3. doktor___darjah 2 onwards,mmg nilah cita² aku
   
4. fashion designer___ jgn ditaya.lupe jap nk jadi dok. i was a wild child then.design giler² gn geng aku
   
5. lecturer maths___my backup plan.tapi tak serius pun.
   
6. doctor again___starting form3 mule la serius pasal mase depan.

jadi sekarang alhamdulillah,aku dapat la apa yg aku nak.

bile jadi doktor nnt korang nak pursue specialty apaa?
apa-apa ajalah,asalkan ikhlasss

salam

nana~yes,YOU nana!

soalan hari ni:

kenapa nana perlu bergaya?

jawapan:

sebb nana penghias muka bumi.

(haha,sengal...)

sekian wasalam.

**balik2 nana? takpe kan nana...hehe

absent minded

aku jejalan sorang2 kat jatos
lepas group discussion

pegi papa ron

pegi atm

pegi beli CD

pegi pojok busana

pegi beli kelinger burger

eyh?

tangan aku kosong

tadi mcm pegang sesuatu ,ape die ekk?

aigoOO...tertinggl buku soalan kat atm machine

turun laaa balik escalator tu..

aigoOO...takde dahhh.

careless careless naduuuu

sayang je...

ya.ma.pi

to.mo.hi.sa. ya.ma.shi.ta.
i like his sleeping pictures
tgk ..chumeyl kan..??ghe he he he

y are u so cute..?

AWARD oscar

A W A R D ! ! !

1. copy award di atas untuk diletakkan di blog anda.

• dh!
  

2.nyatakan 5 fakta menarik tentang pemberi award ini.

1. farahain
   

• suko beli fashion magazine n suke sopping. kalau jejalan ngn die n kau tak beli apa2 pun,nahaslah kau sbb die akan push kau suro beli.hahaz~!!
  
• die tak suke orang bazir mse die,kalo die bazir masa sendiri takpe.sm mcm saye,tapi saye tak pernah bitau org
  
• kecomelannya unik..sbb die ada rosy cheeks. mak cik aku ckp die cantik
  
• fara grrrrrang!!! n bile die mara2 aku kengkadang akan terasa walopun die mara oang lain.itz not u,itz me darling.huu
  
• fara bijak.
  

2. fun

• fun mmg suke warna ijau,baik pakaian,anak patung,bantal,pencil case,etc.
  
• cik macam aku sikit rasenye...kalo marah fun tak suke keluarkan.die lagi suke diamkan sbb tknk org kene tempias amarahnya tu.
  
• muke cik mcm anak patung. mata besar,bulu mate lebat,huyooO
  
• cik fun rajin,bijak.
  
• fun benci coklat.sbb.....dot dot dot.
  

3.setiap blogger mesti menyatakan 10 fakta/hobi diri sendiri sebelum memilih penerima award seterusnye

• saye dulu tomboy. and kat bale tomboy sekejap jugak.
  
• purple fan! tapi hak milik sye tk byk sgt warna purple sbb objek2 yg berwarna purple yg sye jumpe kat mall tak sesuai dgn warna tu.
  
• suke gile berenang,sbb pisces?nak sambung course berenang kuak kupu2 (pelik name?ala,yg dolphin tu.) tapi tak jadik sbb conscious bahu besar sgt.badminton jg.
  
• saye sgt sensitif n berperasaan, walopun muke tunjuk lain.sbb dari dulu belajar teknik buat muke besi.=P
  
• takley pkai sebarangan besi n barang kemas. bile berkebun n daun langgar kepala@berpeluh,senang pruritus.sbb tu suke berenang lagi.
  
• saye anemic n hypotensive.pale & kengkadang kekuningan.
  
• tak byk ckp sbb suke berangan? ada inferiority complex?bile marah taktau nak channel kan ke mana jadi pilih utk diam redakan kemarahan.
  
• saya ngaku,saya slowcoach. ikram pun ckp gitu.blur.
  
• suke bace novel..suke lagu2 yg pelik2 & old fashioned. love music.
  
• nak jadi surgeon.
  

4.Anda perlu memilih 10 penerima award seterusnye dan describe tentang mereka

noi,huda,farahain,cik fun,yayang,nutz,huda ismail,piper,______,_______.
bye bye

nutto...bacelahhh

nut
ade la,aku kene tag kat fb utk jawab 100questions and paste kat Note aku.
one of the questions was-->do u have any regrets in yr life & what would u do to change it, or something like that.

jawapan aku yes.
aku jawab ...my sis was abused by our maid when i was 5,her being 3 & i didn't do anything to stop what was happening.

ada kawan aku yg jawab-what was done's done.
that's right, manusia takleh ubah apa yg dh berlaku

nut sama~
i know i didn't protect u when kak _____ slammed yer head to the wall everytime u refused to have a bath.
all i did was stare and asked kak _____ not to do that to u.
i should have gotten in between the both of u so she couldn't do what she did.

yayang was so small back then.
ikram was a boy,he didn't stick around much,he knew so little.
and i was always there to witness.

i know i did tell u to go and mandi,or else kak_____ would beat u up
i remember complaining this to ikram
i remember how she pretended to be nice and harmless around our parents.
i know we reported this to mom after a while
but that was just it.

when we reminiscent those time ,we first got mad and curious why she did that to u.
we talked about how we'd 'pay her back' now that we've grown so strong.
then we laughed because it was so far away it seems surreal.

our pasts are behind us now.
but i don't know your true memories,i don't know how it affects you
i'm just glad u turned out to be a jovial person,so energetic and such a chatterbox

i can't change the past,but i can do something for the future.so...
i will keep on trying to be a better sis for u

hehehehehehe

malena

it's an italian movie. set in 1940's during the war,when u hear the word italy u think of mussolini

malena. the name of the character. "such ethereal beauty" they say.
'mabella' ,my beautiful. or something like that.
i began to wonder what the story will bring me. sad war story again?

nope.first it gave me this sickly funny feeling.
funny because of the boys's silliness in ogling malena,the goddess in their village.
a few minutes later,it became quite perverted. u know.
what else do u expect when there were so many youngsters and one fine lady in the same place.

but then it got deeper,i began to feel and empathise with malena.
penindasan wanita,i would say.
being pretty ,the villagers couldn't look at her without thinking of nailing her.

poor poor woman. they forget she has feelings. no one there helped her or backed her up.

stupid stupid men.

issues

bile aku depress...aku nak ngadu kat siapa?

bile aku sedih...aku nak pinjam bahu siapa?

bile aku sakit...siapa nak tolong tengokkan?

bile aku jatuh...siapa nak hulurkan tangan?

ahmad hisham bin long

atau panggilan lainnya abah.
abah,selamat hari jadi...yang ke...jeng jeng jeng ...50tahun!!!

kalau dah birthday,rasenya tak lengkap kalau tak cakap sikit pasal abah.
korang tahan je la bace,dah alang2 buka baca smpai habis tau.

abah anak ke-3 drpd 4. adik bongsu die perempuan,yg lain termasuk abah--> lelaki. asalnya family abah dari perak jadi tak jauh ke mana die dilahirkan,kuala kangsar. bapak abah (atok saye) polis,maknya suri rumahtangga. jadi keluarganya selalu berpindah-randah.

perak,kl,penang,johor,banyak lagi~masa abah skola kat johor, adik abah (mak su) sekolah sama ngn mak. SIGS johor bahru. mak n mak su acquainted gitu2 je rasenya. bile abah masuk MCKK abah kenal plak dgn abang kpd mak saya (pak bong).

macam cerita cinta dlm filem tu..mak kenal adik abah. abah plak kawan abang mak.so,boleh kata abah tertarik ngn mak masa abah lawat pak bong time2 cuti sekolah. ehem ehem,ni menurut mak lah.

abah belaja sama U ngan mak.diorang takde dating pun ,nak jumpe ,pak bong yang escort mak.
(terasa aku.hiks).mak abah really complement each other.

itulah abah.die gentleman.betul,aku tak bias~die bapa mithali. kalau mak sakit,abah tolong basuhkan baju (walaupun masukkan baju dlm washing machine je pun).mak pun ,sakit tetap nk wat keje.
abah suke masakkan bubur tuk kitorang. bubur die paling sedap.
die la yg ajar kitorang2 ni makan lala,siput sedut,babat,ikan keli,rebung,paru2,tempoyak & mcm2 lg mknn yg sedap2.
abah sgt kuat! n hensem.n rajin.die bersifat ingin tau semua dlm bentuk teoritikal.tapi abah manusia yang aneh sikit.die benci social life.bila die marah dia lg suke diam.i know where i get this trait from...but why didn't i inherit his other good qualities?

abah suke gadgets,ping pong,rugby,watching news,baca buku ilmiah & planting trees. Rumah kita macam utan simpan endau rompin thanks to abah lah.
mak kata,abah gentleman,tapi sebenarnya die cave man. ha ha. orang gua,survival instinct kuat. he's really adventerous.

kalau kitorang travel jb-kl patut 4jam dh smpi kan?tapi kalau ngn abah,u bertolak pukul 10pagi,u smpai pukul 11malam. honest!! he deviates a bit,ada la felda mana dia usha,jalan kampung mana dia lalu. seksa kalau jalan ngn dia,nasib baik dh biasa.
berkali2 jugak la kitorang tido dalam keta 6orang sekeluarga sbb jalan smpi jauh malam. selalu tmpt die pegi takde hotel. adventerous,yes. bahaya,lagi lahh.

time tu tension la jg,tapi skrg fikir balik seronok pun ada.
hm.....

korang still nak denga pasal my abah????
geez korang mesti takde keje,kan?? pegi belaja sna!!

aku bukan anak manja abah,tapi tipu jugak kalau kata tak manja.
once again,abah!!! happy birthday!!!
semoga abah dipermudahkan rezeki selalu dengan umur yang dipenuhi dgn keberkatan daripd Allah taala.

a day in bandung~~

naik bus.
sebelum tu beli dunkin' donut kat stesen bus .
aku ngantok sgt dlm bus. my joints hurt before i even started walking..sbb dlm bus tak beberapa selesa.hehehehehe


tak berapa lame lepas damri jalan tibe2 mata aku segar.sbb ada 2orang lelaki start main gitar n gendang.
some people don't like them go 'busking' n ngamen,mintk duit. but i always enjoy these people when they perform their 'mini show'. kengkadang nyanyiannya sumbang,tapi kali ni aq bole layan sekali la. suara die sedap la jugak.kagum jugak bile tgk budak ni begitu berperasaan menyanyi.lagu die sedap2 ,boleh tahan.

first destination BIP.takde apa sgt. aku window shop je. farah la,beli kasut tumit kat Zacs,cantik~~~~. Noi beli blouse pjg,comeyl~~~~~~
lepas tu gi chiwalk.Dian beli jeans.Fara n Dian bukan main lagi nak suruh aku beli baju.sbb aku belum beli apape lagi .huhu last2 aku surrender,terpikat ngn satu baju dark purple ni. hehehe. then huda plak beli kasut,sexy~~~~. korang!!! take note,kasut2 nilah yg akan dipakai pada malam menyambut ari keputraan.

ada la satu masa ni singgah maybelline,baik2 takde customer kat situ tibe2 je ramai lepas kitorg datang.betullah,customer attracts another customer.
pegi shinmen!!!! sushi!! i love unagi!!! sedap~~

and then sewa angkot utk balik. best best sesangat pegi bandung tadi 5 orang~~~~~cume penat sgt nak menaip nih.jadi tak larat dah.lepas ni ada lagi satu post nak wat.

muax muax.lain kali kita pergi lagiye~

insomnia

yesz insomnia,lepas aku balik cuti.

tak percaya aku ada insomnia.
(pndai² je kate insomnia...lebih kurang la..)
akulah makhluk yg paling senang tido walau dimana aku berada.

first night tido kat umah lepas holi takde masalah
satu malam tu aku tido kat uma aimi temankan bie, aku takleh tido sbb bunyik haiwan² dari bumbung dan luar tingkap yg menggoyangkan pokok halang ak dri tido. haaihh..

mlm lg stu plak..kat bilik aku nih..haaaa~~~aku denga suare~~
kira² pukul 3 a.m(?) aku terjaga sbb mate aku gatalllll sgt. aku kene cerita pasal mata aku sbb ni point penting ni. slame aku garu mata aku tu,noi sniffing² seperti yg biase die lakukan sbb die allergy & saphira kucingku mengiau² smbil mencakar kerusi.

aku pun baring semula lepas mata aku tak gatal lagi.
baru je aku nak selubung ngan selimut aku dengar suara org...memanggil²..
bila pikir balik aku sebenarnya tak tau apa perkataan yg disebutkan,tapi perkataan tu berulang-ulang. masa tu aku agak die panggil name aku la,tapi rase bkn kot. tak kesah,yg penting dua suku kata.
contoh perkataan" menang~menang`menanggg~~~~~"

yg hujung tu kene mendayu² ye,itu pasti.
aku pun tutup muka aku ngn selimut. die ulang balik,

haihhh tension btollllll
bulu roma ku tak meremang sgt tapi yg penting aku tak boleh pura² pekakkan telinga.
aku mmg pasti bende tu 'special' sbb die dekat je ngn telinga aku.tak mungkin jiran aku.

tak tahan lepas 2 minit,aku istighfar kuat kuat
"astaghfirullahalaziim~"

eiks. senyap sunyi~~~~
noi ngn kucing ku yang memecahkan kesunyian malam tu pun tak berbunyi lagi dah.

errr...aku still nervous sbb mane la tau kan,tibe² ada yg tunjuk muka plakk
jadi aku baring je la bawah slimut
and aku takleh tido smpi subuh.
tak boleh nafas pun biar lah asal aku tak terkejut beruk dengan kejadian lain pula.

begitulah..