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Wednesday, June 17, 2009

nutto...bacelahhh

nut
ade la,aku kene tag kat fb utk jawab 100questions and paste kat Note aku.
one of the questions was-->do u have any regrets in yr life & what would u do to change it, or something like that.

jawapan aku yes.
aku jawab ...my sis was abused by our maid when i was 5,her being 3 & i didn't do anything to stop what was happening.

ada kawan aku yg jawab-what was done's done.
that's right, manusia takleh ubah apa yg dh berlaku

nut sama~
i know i didn't protect u when kak _____ slammed yer head to the wall everytime u refused to have a bath.
all i did was stare and asked kak _____ not to do that to u.
i should have gotten in between the both of u so she couldn't do what she did.

yayang was so small back then.
ikram was a boy,he didn't stick around much,he knew so little.
and i was always there to witness.

i know i did tell u to go and mandi,or else kak_____ would beat u up
i remember complaining this to ikram
i remember how she pretended to be nice and harmless around our parents.
i know we reported this to mom after a while
but that was just it.

when we reminiscent those time ,we first got mad and curious why she did that to u.
we talked about how we'd 'pay her back' now that we've grown so strong.
then we laughed because it was so far away it seems surreal.

our pasts are behind us now.
but i don't know your true memories,i don't know how it affects you
i'm just glad u turned out to be a jovial person,so energetic and such a chatterbox

i can't change the past,but i can do something for the future.so...
i will keep on trying to be a better sis for u

hehehehehehe

11 comments:

farah said...

ganas giler maid ko

nad,ur 5.still a child.dun blame urself(i hope u not blaming urself)

dundeepurple said...

.dulu ye.
.skrg tidak.
skrg kitorg gelak je bile cerite2 balik.

farah said...

bagus2..risau aku


heheh

Cahaya Keriangan said...

jahatnya maid ko...
kejam2..kejam sgt...
aku plak yg nk emo..hihi..

dundeepurple said...

trimasssss

AdlineLime^-^Tea said...

ganas giler...
huhuhuuu..takowt nyer kalu ade maid cam tu...

kalu maid yg kat rumh tu..sibuk nk blk dh...keje x smpai setahun pun lg...kontrak dgn kitorg 2 tahun...
ngada2 la...
yg x leh blah...die leh kate tugas die dh selesai bile nenek noi meninggal...

cian parents noi...byr mhl tp x dpt service yg sepatut nye...

dundeepurple said...

saba je la noi

kitorang pun dulu asyik bertukar maid je. sampai 6 kali. sbb banyak sgt masalah.kakak nih nombor 2.

ada yg tua sgt smpi lupa yg die tgh masak.habis terbakar rumah aku.ada yg suka bawak boyfriend belakang rumah masa parents aku takde. ada gak yg kuat melawan tauke.

hahahaha pengalaman pengalaman.

dundeepurple said...

silap,habis terbakar dapur aku.jek.

shian mak kau noi.ngada2 yg amat~~

natto said...

nadya~~~ wuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu!!
kau nk bwat aq nanges ke?? dah dah la tu...
i still remember what happned. tpi i gotta move on la. lagipun aq yg dgil kan time tu....

=(

dundeepurple said...

ak dh bace dh kau nyer blog

saje je nak share ngn kengkawan aku pasal childhood aku.our childhood.
hope u don mind

hey ,we turned out ok,ye tak.
psychology tak affected sgt pun.haaaa

natto said...

nope. u still a psychopath. and i'm a mad maniac. hahaaaaa~